12.18.2008

hehe..i m back ..


hoho...i m back..

sorry 4 not updating..

no time for blogging...

so many assignment to do..aisk..

tired+stress..

summore exam is around the corner..

damn stress..

m gonna die soon...argh!!

imagine me doing assignment sambil cry...=.=

like a mad women..

gimme more time bah..
today quaral with mummy..
feel so bad till now...
mummy...sorry for being rude to u..
i m really stress...unhappy about my assignment..
dun feel like talking...tat's y i feel so pekcek..n rude to u..
sorry mummy..
dun say u dun love me anymore...reaaly feel so sad...
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yeah...xmas coming soon...LOVE xmas so much!!!
i wan xmas prezzie!!~~
aiyo..juz now feel like lotsa thing to update..
but suddenly blank...hoho....
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gtg...back to my assignment~!!
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me n dar dar...heart u much..
thanks for being with me when i needed u...

11.11.2008

random pic of my new hairstyle























yeah~~my super short hairstyle by uncle simon~~

i m loving it!!!!

e.vouge-part 2

me on stage after the hair cut me n my stylist
me n sharon






me...leg pain+stupid face





my hair design





:P















tats all i think...
but i cut my hair again after the show...
will upload my new damn short hair style^^

11.10.2008

pic's of e-vouge model show -part one

during the hair show..yeah...tat's me..
b4 the show starts...take pic lo...










onli few pic...will update when i get all the pic...
tired lo~~





11.04.2008

pheww~pain~

pheww..pain 4 i think pass few months..
yesterday suddenly the pain come again...
so decided to see doc..incase there is something is my overy..
so i went to the doctor juz now..
tis is wat i got in my overy..

haha~sorry 4 the blur pic..
its actually a 2cm big ''ball''in my ovary..
but not very serious bah i think..
hmm...on medication now..


i guess tmr i hav to go to the doc again...
m having fever...sick!!!
y fall sick in this week!!!arh!!

11.02.2008

yiu~lovely saturday

hehe..pic of yumcha session at rose garden
everyone is having the same style..
yeah..may look silly,but we enjoy..
wonder who deleted see yan's n meitong's..aisk..
or my phone got problem??







kit & mt


jasmine with her new hairstyle..
looking good!~~





kom kam!
haha...oh ya...n i went church today!!!
long time din go to church d..
mummy gonna nag...so..
to stop her nagging...i attend mass..
pic of on the way to church..
..yaya...i have blonde hair now...look like ah lian~~
haiz...becoz of e-vouge hair show...
on 9 of nov(sunday)
zaboh friend...must come support worr..
but hoh..as i know i have to do a bit of ''cat walk'' tat day..
if u see me fall down..don laugh ok..
u all will know y if i fall down tat day...lolz...



see~~~chao ah lian~~~(lucky no chao ah gua~~)






tata~~~







給子扬先生

我不懂要怎么开始。。
我看到你在jbt讲我。。
你自己说的。。要跟我做好朋友。。
不会再等我的。。。
很好笑。。
可是你又在jbt说你
“我的ex竟然已经交了男朋友。。是快的咯~~~我竟然还傻傻的灯一个月。。好笑吧。。自己说一个月不教女朋友的。。但ex却已经交了男朋友。。采煤多就罢了。。唉~~~原来当初他的不舍得。。只是这样而已。。说屁话!!!”
是阿。。很好笑。。
说不等的是你,现在说等的也是你。。
我可没有叫你等我。。。
我也说做好朋友了。。
是你自己不可以接受。。。
对,我是交了男朋友。。
我承认是很快。。
那你也不是在jbt叫别的女生dear??
哈哈~
现在,至少我和他不需要天天吵架。。。我不喜欢吵架。。
现在,至少他接受这样的我。。
现在,至少他不会限制我跟朋友玩的方式。。
应为,他相信我。。也能跟我我的朋友谈得来。。
而不是要我戒烟就能马上戒。。
你以为很容易吗??你不能接受,但是我却要承担戒烟的辛苦。。
天天吵架的日子,不好过。。
你说是为我好。。但是你用的方式我不能接受。。
当初的你,又有为我想过吗??
现在我不是说你不好。。
你就当作是我不珍惜吧。。
他疼我也不输你。。
只是我们真的不适合。。
你要怎样在jbt唱我。。你尽管去。。
我没有做对不起你的事。。
问心无愧。。
有很多东西,我不需要说出来。。
但是都过去了。。。
我会好好过。。
你也会好好过。。。
加油吧!
也谢谢你!~
祝你找到适合你的~

10.28.2008

damn fucking dulan

damn dulan!!AH!!!
one of our friend(no need to say who)
asked me to design somthing for her sis...
ok...as a friend i help her...i din ask for pay..
n she say her sis offer me some pay for the design...
yes...of coz i take la...who wont take wor??
den juz now when i wanted to check out how was it going on..
n i heard smth like tat..
saying tat she give me opportunity to do my design,but i
keep doing the wrong thing...
but the problem is,wat i do is wat u ask me to do...
den at the end she say like tat..
when her sis ask u to tell me to change smtg,
she din tell me ,untill i called her sis onli i know i have to change smth..
wth...
i wonder y m i so stupid...everybody is trying to stay away..
but y must i so stupid to help?
when u needed help,u call us...
when u are sad,u call us..
when u sien,u call us..
other than tat..u dun even hack care to call us..
wat is this??
this is my last time...no more next time..
ya...my design sucks rite??
den dun ask me help...
but hor...the design i do i all according to wat u wan...
人不为己,天诛地灭(donno write wrong or not)
this is wat darling told me..
yes..i was stupid to think of helping u ,and din think wat will happen to me...
i did not think 4 myself..
tat's y i m so kom kam!..
no more next time...
i m not gonna be soft hearted anymore..
n i dun care if u see this...
dun think so highly of urself...
thanks to this girl i had learn alot of things..
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somthing for my dear jas..
zoboh,everything will be fine..
some ppl are juz being jealous to see you having ur happiness..
rmb..看开一点
i can see becoz of this relationship,
u are trying to be a better person..
and u are nearly reaching wat u wan..
i m happy for you..
finnally seeing you having a nice guy..
happy to know he treat you good..
do ur part,wat is yours,it will be yours forever..
k?
dun think too much..silly girl..
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this is for see yan..
girl,i know you are having a hard time now..
do wat u think is right w/out regretting..
will be there for you k?
gambateh!!
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for my darling
dar,thanks for being with me,
thanks for taking care of me,
thanks for teaching me ,
i m really happy to have you..
muack!!love u dar~

10.27.2008

love mah girls

yohhooo...went clubbing yesterday nite wit
jas,eric,sk n her bf,cyan,weilli,darling &bek bek
hehe..really had a good time being wit u girls always...
felt so happiness wit my darling also..^^
jasmine was so 'full charge' in the club..until she drunk..
till yumcha session...her energy come back again..
talk so much...wont tired de lor..
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juz came back from yumcha...
met jas,cyan.n sk..
yes...we meet almost everyday le...
haha...
aisk aisk...tmr is a public holiday...but i still hav class...
aisk...lame la...
how i wish i hav public holidays for my coll too~~
dad's coming back from thailand tmr...aisk...
sien...lolz:X
no more yumcha at nite liao~~~
oh ya...and my little red is sick..
dunno wat happen...smoke came out from the engine...
no car to drive liao lo~~kelian~~
but darling can fetch me...:X..
oh ya..and i m free from childish attitude from someone~

10.24.2008

love being busy

sch reopen...of coz..lotsa assignment to do..aisk aisk...
received a call from jo..
a women tat i admire alot..
aka event agent..
admire..
the way she handle her job
the way she speaks
her attitude
a nice lady
a friendly lady..
i wanna learn from her..everything..
okay...back to the topic..
received her call..asking me to find promoters
for event..
in the very last minute...omg..
so busy-ing whole night finding promoter..
but i tried my very best to find promoters la...
28 of them..
then today went cs
met those promoter....omg..pengsan..
almost all is ''ginna''
den went v&O to meet
sk,ting,jas,cyan,n elsie...
yeah..kinda tired...din talk much...
coz last night keep receiving calls in the middle of the nite...
haiyo...hey ppl...dun call n ask for job when the time is for me to slp la...
happy meeting ting..at last we can really sit n chat..
gonna start work soon...
gambateh!!!

10.21.2008

stress??~~~more to come..

最近都开课了。。
开始要忙了。。一大堆功课正向我招手。。:(
lotsa assignments are waving at me...aisk!!
typo,illus..and more..
den summore ''aunty visit''..aisk...damn sien..pain!!~~
have to do lotsa research,lotsa sketchers..
our new illus lect looks gentle...wohOoo
ok...i admit tat it is juz a starting..
no stress..but more to come..aisk..
things tat i need for my convenient
1.printer
2.scanner
3.more 2b pencil
4.more papper
5.more time
6.more slp
7.more idea
arh~~~'
gib me gib me more~~~

10.18.2008

happy bday darling!!~~

darling see yan n mee...
Happy bday to darling see yan..
girl...20 years old lo...congrates..haha..
wish u happy bday...
smooth in ur future life...
stay pretty lo....(i know now not very leng la...)haha
lastly HAPPY BDAY TO MISS SEE YAN
heart u much!!!
muaks!!
i m having a bad time now...

10.17.2008

hohoho~~~updated!!!

yo...my girlss
cheerss!~~

love u girlsss!!



hehe...i finally get to online...


celebrated sera's bday last sat..

this is the photo we taken in jasmine's house at night~~
is party time yeah~~
haha~~
love u girls...i enjoyed the night with all of you~~
muack!!!!



till here...i m lazy again~~~

10.06.2008

yiuu~~holiday^^

ntg to do...
so...
play photoshop lorr...
hehe..yup...i started my one week holiday liao...
hmm...sien...one week onli...
wanna go out-station also very rush..
so boh bian hav to stay in jb...haiz ..
went out wit my gals yesterday 4 dinner n yum cha..
we went to eat lok lok...yummy~
today went out with my family lor...so long din acc them le...
so today be a goodiee gal stay at home n go out with family loo..
went to visit granny n aunty tis afternnoon...
aunty juz came back from england..
den went dinner juz now..
steamboat...i m full till now...argh!!~~
finish my ''ka hou yue yuan''
nice movie..
must watch~~tokong yaaa..!!
lolz...
short post nia...lazy...ntg to update ~
byebye~

9.27.2008

happy One year anniversary to jasmine n eric

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY
TO
JASMINE KEE
&
ERIC LEE
Wish both of sweet sweet 4 ever...
faster married laa~~haha
k....ntg special happen today...
yeah...i ''ter-kiap''my toe by the stupid kitchen door..
now''o che'' d...
dar dar~~muaksss!!~

9.25.2008

i wanna break~~!!!

pheww...been rushing for my assignment..
mum say i m gonna go crazy...
coz??
yesterday nite,i 4get to off my tv den i fall aslp..
so tis morning..i dunno wat time..i onli know tat someone keep talking to me...
my mum...she likes to talk to me when i m slping,
and i dun even wanna answer her..becoz i m slpping la weiii~~
>.<
she asked me y i din off the tv last nite...den i dunno wat i tell her..
i onli rmb i keep saying,''一个人''
den when i wake up..i ask mum:
''ma..juz now wat u ask me when i was slping??''
mum:''i ask u y u din off the tv last nite la!!!''
me:''oh..den wat i say harr??i onli rmb i keep saying''一个人''..>.
mum:''u say 很多人走来走去,像妈咪你这样的人咯''=.=
me:''har??!!wat ??!!''
mum:''yala..u keep repeating the same thing,i also dunno wat u talking about..
i tot u saw ghost,so dun dare to off the tv..''
me:''hahahhahahaha!!!''laughing for 10 minutes..
mum:''i think u abit gila d...so i juz walk away...lazy to talk to u..n dunno wat u talking about..''
me:''so...next time plz dun ask me anything when i m slping la...weird la u...
anything cannot wait 4 me to wake up onli say merr??''
mum:''..........''
i was like...wat da .....wat happen huh...
tis is wat happen when i hav not enough slp..
stress with my assignment..
going crazy...talk also dunno wat m i talking...
*see...i m like dunno wat m i talking again'...
gonna hav my 1 week holiday next week...
onli 1 week!!!sien...
i wanna go relax...
i wanna rest...
or else...i m gonna go crazy liao~~!!
QQ coming back soon...
gonna update her with many juicy gossip~~yeah~~!!!

9.24.2008

period sucks!!!!

hoho...i m having period the on the same day wit jas..haha
ok..talk bout yesterday...
our miss tiang is getting married end of next month..
meet up jas,sera,lc ..den acc tiang to the bridel shop...
feel so nice to b a bride...haha..a pretty one of coz..
Dardar...i also wan married...~~
haha...
dar dar say ok~~!>.<
but wait till he save money..
by the time...i will be an old bride loo..
i dun wann!!!
hehe
tis is a lame blog..not feeling well..lazy to blog..
but miss kee FORCE me to blog~~siennn..
GIRLS...tis sat clubbing yo...hehe
ok.,,tats all...
byebye
**p/s..i miss dar dar..

9.21.2008

dead...

nothing special...
i m so heart-broken...
so pain.....

9.18.2008

★yummy steamboat★

booo...No photo will be uploaded today..
coz din take any..oH..yes..maybe in jasmine's phone..
hmm..jas fetch me at 3..
coz i m gonna acc her to ny hotel for an interview..
reached there bout 3.30..waited for about half an hour to start tat stupid interview..
sucks!
okay..the story starts here..
there is a stupid guy named G**y
he said smthg kom kam to jasmine not long ago..
those who know jasmine will know wat m i talking about..
ok..i saw this G guy today..
he is like..omg..such a kom kam..
kom kam looks..
bold head..
his brain grows full of grass=.=
tis kinda guy wan to go casual dating wit my friend??
kom kam...dream on la...dream forever also boh ko neng..
his casual dating means
act like couple,dun named as couple
involved in sex,without commitment
go to hell la..kom kam!
i was like talking to jas n he walked towards us
and ask whether me n jas are sister..
he said we look alike (yes merr?)
den he started to say LAN JIAO HUA(sorry 4 being rude)
den i started bull-shitting with him..
saying tat me n jasmine are twins..(ya rite)
i told him i m younger than jas 3 days..(ya..its true wat)becoz he asked..
den he was like ''wah!!!u both are twins arr???!!''
den i answer him:''ya lo...my sis(jas)cant wait to come
out to see the world,so mummy gave birth to her 1st..
after tat i was stuck in my mummy's stomach when i was suppose to come out
after my jiejie ,so after 3 days ,mummy onli ''putt'' me out...''
Interesting???walao...lame la...
but tat kom kam actually believe!!
use ur brain la...if the truth is like tat..
i m the one who is kom kam liao la!!not u !!KOM KAM!!
he keep going near to jasmine for dunno wat reason..so gaowek!
den jas went in for the interview...n i actually waited outside the room for one
an a half hour..
although there is also a few girls went in 4 the interview..
i still worry n dun dare to walk away,becoz tat guy is also inside..
so i waited outside the room..
(jas,where to find so steady de friend like me??hohoho..u r juz so lucky la!!haha)
den i think the room cleaner think tat i m a prostitude,LOLZ..
coz i actually been standing ,and walking here and there outside the room 4 so long..
HELLO~~if i m really a kok kok geh..i aready inside one of the rooms le la!!
stand outside 4 wat??
another few kom kam..>.<
finally...jasmine came out le~~
den we go 4 steamboat~~
phew~~yummy~~nice~~
n
i m so full...till now~~lolzz

9.17.2008

✖wonderful day?✖

my kom kam friends..
me & dar dar



hoho...i m back to blog ^^
sorry ya frends who waited so long 4 me to update..^^
went to fetch miss stone(sera)down to jb custom..
den kom kam see yan call me n she is in jb!
yeah..passed her driving test d..
yup!and she got her licents d..
congrats miss kom kam!!
but..feel sad 4 her...coz she always needa standby 8 TIANGs
in her car..whenever she havta do side parking,
we hav to help her to arrange the tiangs..
susah la amoi~~!!
had breakfast with sera,see yan,n jas..
den fetch sera down le~~^^
after tat,when to plaza pelangi to meet my senior,Uncle JL..
haha..he is just a nice guy la..
den went to fetch stef..
hoho..sorry ya..i almost 4 get u~~
sorry 4 waiting so long~~hehe
den went MR to meet tiang tiang..
Jasmine felt so hot n she suggest to go swimming at her dad's
condo..
so..
we went swimming..(ya,i know i have lotsa program today)
its a really nice place to relax..
i juz love it..
uncle's house is simple,but comfortable..
i enjoy his room..
oh ya...dar dar went swimming wit us too..
but we had some small arguement..
aisk...
thanks uncle kee 4 ur dinner^^!!


9.15.2008

^i m back^

yohoo...all my friendss....i m back to blogspot..
becoz of jasmine kee n sok kim..
but...i lazy to blog today ler...
havtta rush 4 assignment...
will update tmrr..
cheers~~hehe

3.27.2008

heart break??dissapointed??hate??i aready dunno how it feels like..

can anyone accept ur own partner to lie in the journey of the relationship?
8 months...we had been together for 8 months...
he had be lying to me 4 8 months...
wat can i do??hate u??no...i wont make myself so missareble anymore...
when i saw the msg u send to her...how i feel??
i feel so stupid...i feel so heart pain...
i still ask her to give u a chance...becoz the one u love is her...
im the one who feel sad,i m the one who feel hurt..
and i m also the one who ask u to b together wit her...
n ask her to give u another chance..

有哪个女人可以做到那么大方给你??
自己受伤还要安慰你。。
自己爱你。。还要听你说爱的人是她。。
还要忍受自己看到你写给她的东西。。。

Six years ago on august 29 2002,i met one girl name flone. why her name flone? i gave her this name because it carries a phase "Forever Love ONE'.
She tattoo her name in my heart and will be forever because she will be irreplaceable no matter when. She is caring, cute, considerate, good girl, love me tenderly, always put me in the number one place, will be my side no matter what.
ON NOVEMBER 2002 after celebrating my birthday, we had a unforgetable experience because she had chosen me instead of her own parents and this made me feel so happy and proud. she has chosen me instead of her parents because she believe that i'll take good care of her entire life, and make her the happiest woman in the world. she always treated herself married woman.
On the month itself, she came to stay with me after chosen me than her parents. we had a great time together. we sleep together, wake up together, we buy groserries together, she accompany me to work, she prepare everything for me before sleep and after sleep, we had fun together, we had our own life together..wonderful life but this life last only for five days before end.
on the day her parents came and snatched her away while i was working, my brother called me for the news and i was so so so so sad and rush home but unfortunately, i can't see her again.after this incident, we had a hard time to betogether but we never give up. we can't see each other, can ask each other something until the time i wrote to her, half a year time.
ON THE BEGINNING OF 2003, we have started to see each other again and we cried so much because of misses.one fine day, she bought a ring (cost RM5) for me. even though it was a RM 5 ring but the ring was the most irreplaceable thing in my life because in a true love, money is nothing.
ON THE FIRST QUATER ON THE YEAR, i was station outstation for working purpose and will come back to vist her every two weeks. When i come back for that 2 days every two weeks, 100% of the time will be given to her and we had a great memories too.
she will save every single cent (RM2) perday until i come back 2 weeks later and she will spend the hard saved money for a movie and ice cream but that will be the most wonderful time i have ever had.
when i was at outstation, she still stayed with her parents so whenever i called her, we never spoke to each other but i was talking to myself and answer question for myself because she cannot speak in the house.things that she has done will be only bring happiness to me and things that i have done is to support her studies as i will give half of my hard earned salary to her every month.
ON THE SECOND QUATER UNTIL END OF 2003, we had the same life until 2004.
we had happiness until october 18 2007, we broke up this relationship after 5 difficult years together just because i have made a mistake by getting along with another girl when our relationship became dull after she has started working in
singapore.
I miss her throughly everyday and cries at the night. i waited in front of her house every morning just because i want to see her once. i'm so unhappy now because the gitl who i hug is not the one i wish to hug. i will never forget the way we went through, the laughter, the sweet memories, the cries, the events.
i was thinking of turning back time but it is not possible again. I miss her so much.
i have only one word to say if i have a chance to say. i still loving her and will be forever.~ The End ~

this is how i know wat is he thinking 8 months...and this i s how i know he cheat me..

hehe, thanks abt yesterday tell the thing to her.. i also wont so hard to live. that all i want to tell her de thing already done at the blog. i did`t fou ren. i admit what i did on the blog.. all truth. don wish live in lying myself so hard.. now.. i feel better.. at least i already no lying myself to live
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u can hate me everything.. but can just be a friend with me? haiz.. don block me ma.. so sad. on the blog i write de all truth.. anyway.. take care o.
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no matter how bad i am.. at the last.. i still back to home. if this time.. still can back home. i wont go out again and again. :) honestly i miss u alot.. u scold me everything i heart pain but its ok. because i really did something not gonna did to u.. i regret also no use right? but i am.. haiz. i choose honest to everybody.. at least they know what i am thinking. i not ever lie to u again.. hehe as my wish to be with u again. but i know its impossibe to u.. so i not dare to think also. keke. can be a friend can adi.. but really not wish u block me. because if like tat i cant even contact u.. just a contact and chat a normal chat like that i enough le.. i beg u ok? pls
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haiz.. i know you to feel right now. but... ok. if u think like that i have nothing to say. i really make alot of mistake liao. i don want anymore. so.. to be alone its ok. i cant able to accept another because my heart always wont be anyone d. nvm jiu let me alone.. miss u can adi. i also wont do something lie to myself again. wont hurt ppl again.. i scare the feel of hurt ppl also scare to hurt ppl again.
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this 160 days.. no one day i no miss u de. u can see but u can don believe everything. i not lying .. is serious. i know i did wrong b4.. i wont be a bad guy anymore lu. so must take care know? keke.. let me alone miss u can adi. i am ok de. for not my thinking is just.. go through what you heart thinking.. if cant just miss alone de. enough lor. take care ya.. :) work properly.. i love and miss u alot.. i admit. unfortune i cant get anything le.. i am bad b4. i don want want to be bad really don want. so i accept u all say iam shit. because i really am b4... i know what iam doing and thinkking right now. iam wake up de not sleeping. hehe... don wish to quarrel with u.. just want to be a normal friend with u i also very happy already lor.. not dare to think much adi. i owe u alot alot. i cant pay back u this life. but now i really just miss u.. and i miss alone can adi.. i don want to make u dificult.. i am bad. so sorry.. sorry agian



I do all the thing is that my wrong? i do and do.. also do for u.. u know? like that i get u scold as a shit. my heart.. keep missing u.. keep loving u.. i choose to give up with another girl. is that a wrong? u think properly ba.. if like that also wrong.. i got nothing to say. haiz.. i give up her.. i just wish can be a normal friend with u.. will very hard? for those thing izzi make u more hate me? because i hurt another gal? that not same.. i hurt her not because i go look for other. i just cant remember my past.. i honestly answer her.. admit all the thing that i miss u and loving u. wrong? if.. i with her and look for another girll. u call me shit.. i can accept.. understand? that y i keep tell u i just do what my heart really wanna do.. is that wrong? i really wrong so much? i keep wrong de?
y le? what happen lor.. i really don know oh. do so much.. just want a normal friend also cant.. sad la. i change alot .. i know what i do now.. not as before. sorry. i learn something when u not be with me. that is.. have to do what i really wanna do. no lying.. no force myself. i selfish.. i admit. y? just because i love u so i give up her.. y i make u more angry of me? if the answer is this? i really don know la. haiz.. desprate already.
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I know. but u know or not.. i really really regret.. for u maybe is no use liao. but for me.. i learn alot . don say fetch u back from custom.. u want me everyday fetch u to and back also can.. i willing. want know y? if got chance. . i wont lose again.. and wont do same mistake again. this few month i never forget u . because it wont. i just say o.. u don angry ah. so if me together with her also wont happy.. because is very hard.. if i loving other ppl and together with not same ppl.. so.. better alone. correct? both also wont hard
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but its real de.. if really i loving a person. how i gonna go love other person. and other personh how to accept her bf love other person? correct?

this is wat he write to her...

all this ....how can i bear wit it??wat can i do..nothing...

any girl can bear wit tis??

3.04.2008

哎哟。。。失眠。。。??

好闷。。。我想睡觉。。。但是睡不着。。。
习惯一两点睡了。。。
现在这个时间要睡。。。好难。。。

最近再赶学校的assignment..好多。。
又要摄影,又要做模型。。。啊!!!!!!








lazy to blog~~~~~!!

somebody buy some slping pills 4 me!!

2.18.2008

wat hav i done wrong??

this morning i accidentally saw a msg in boy's phone..
his bro ask him to not treat me too good,and dun buy things tat he cannot afford 4 me..
he say he n his friends will dislike me...
but ...what had i done wrong??
i did not force him to buy anything for me..
i did not ask him to buy things he cant afford ..
y must u criticize me???
i hate tat feel....
you ask me dun care bout wat ur brother say...
i have feelings too...

for the pass few months i keep hearing rumour about me...
its not a good thing duh....
i seems to take it like nothing..
but deep inside my heart..i feel so bad..so hurt...

i cant take tis anymore...everyone is talking about me...
TO THOSE STUPID ASS WHO DUN UNDERSTAN ME...PLEASE LA..JUZ SHUT UR MOUTH..
DUN ACT LIKE U KNOW ME OR UNDERSTAND ME SOOOOOO MUCH...YOU DON KNOW ME!!!
TO HIS BRO....PLZ UNDERSTAND THINGS B4 U START DISLIKING SOMEONE...

TO my friends who understands me...thank you...some of u know who are those stupid ass ass!!

2.11.2008

happieee new year~~!!!

gong xi fa chai~~~hong bao na lai~~~==

long time din blog~~><
y??lazy...
haiz...during new year,my mum keep nagging...although she nags everyday..
but..very sien de looooooooo!~~~
my aunty came down from kl n stay in my house..
my room...my house.....MESSY!!!!!!!!
haha~~one year once...okay larr...
den i hav great time being wit my cousinn...
she juz went back an hour ago...
so sad....n i aready miss her...
tats all...
i wanna slp liao~~
cheah see yan~~~i update jor...==