8.03.2009

i m buakkk!!!

好久没有来更新我这个blog了。。
也好久没有打华文blog了。。
昨天刚从kl回来。。去支持我们的校花。。
两个都进入大决赛咯。。
这些日子。。发生了那么多事情。。。我选择避开。。
不想知道,什么都不懂是最好的。。
很奇怪。。我到底踩到你们的尾巴吗?
我就是现在这样,自己过自己的生活,有错吗?
难道一个人就没有权利交自己的朋友?
我只能说。。不喜欢我的作风的朋友们,对不起。。
不能接受我的性格的朋友们,对不起。。
不能接受我的想法的朋友们,对不起。。
我不会应为你们的不喜欢而改变我的思想。。
我不能做到每个人要的东西。。
我做的东西,不是每个人能赞同,接受。。
我为我自己,跟着我自己要的。
我不管了。。你们要怎么想我就去吧。
我没有权利逼你们接受我的想法。。
至少现在,我能依照我自己想的东西去做。。
我很庆幸。。
我的选择是对的。。
kam lan..谢谢你,在我需要你的时候,都一直在我旁边,
虽然吵过无数次的架。。
但至少你能接受我的想法,尊重我的想法。。谢谢你。。
你自己也加油!
i heart you..
就这样。。一个多月了。。
我还是想拥有你。。
知道不可能。。
又能怎样。。
我有心理准备了。。
只是在等待那天的到来。。
不管结局怎么样。。
至少我爱过。。

6.24.2009

the girls

meet sk,lc,stef n sera today ...

long time din meet sera...

had lunch with them..

sera talk a lot today lo....

then...look at the video....

she is trying to copy the way of talking ..

from a famous bloggerr...lalalaaa

enjoy~~

6.12.2009

5.27.2009

heiiyoooo

went to the doctor today...
asking y m i visiting him today...
then i was ''..........''
my blood pressure was very low..he say i m very weak..summore say
my face pucat like hantu..=.=..
so he give me mc...^^V...
k la..i admit i din take care of myself...
i din take breakfast,lunch or dinner...
becoz i always 3 in 1...
breakfast+luncH+dinner=one meal
n i cough like HELL~~~~
imagine coughing like my lungs gonna come out from my mouth..
haha..
the medic make my heart beat so fast..
u know like damn HIGH~~lo~~
feel like i m gonna die..
i wish i will..
lolx...
tonite will be a slping nite...
no assignment will be done tonite...
see how i die tmr la...
sure kena shoot 99 de lo..
boh bian...
after medic,heart beating so fast like i m gonna die infront of my lappy...
woooHooooo
k la...enuf of craps...
i miss H.L so much....
haiz...
onli HL know who is HL....bla~~
nites eveyone.....

5.24.2009

sick again...BUT HAPPY BDAY SOK KIM

i juz recover about a week ago...
n now...i m sick again...
wth...
gastric ...flu...
gonna slp now..
and....
HAPPY 21st BDAY TO MISS SOK KIM!!!!

5.21.2009

+update+

14.05.09
sg trip..
ok..went to sg ..with my class mate...
to check out the paper i needed to use
ntg to say...see a few pic lorr..


look a the guard pointing at me..haha..
coz i take pic..wadever~~~blaaa









hmm...today bring my son 4 2nd injection..
went to fetch darling jas from her coll..
den went for lunch at pelangi..
den sent mum n my son home..
ater tat yumcha with jasmine lor...
went to eat tosai...jas...y u eat so much still hungry de huh??
den chat till around 4,sent her back to sch...
jas..dun say i 'zhong se qing you' horr...
n....
sok kim's bday coming soon!~~



5.13.2009

murder by assignment...tired

i m back from m.i.a..
this few week damn tired..aisk..
i din even get to slp more then 5 hours in 2 days..
very very tired..
wat to do...haha..
having coffee now....another sleepless night..lols
i m going crazy now~~wahaha~~
today i receive a bday card from my aunty in U.K..
although its sort of late..
but i m happy coz she actually remember my bday~~
thanks KU MA!!!Hugss!!
off to the killer=.=



4.27.2009

无标题

我看了你的部落格。。你在哪里写的要求跟你和我要的要求完全不一样。。
我不属望你给我什么。。
但是你给我的是一次又一次的失望
而我给你的是一次又一次的机会
每当做错了,就要求我给你机会。
每次要求我给你最后一次的机会。。
我也给了你很多最后一次。。
现在要我给你也是最后一次的机会。。
到底有多少个最后一次。。?
我给你机会。。谁来给我机会??
你能吗?
我已经做好决定。。不会再改变。。
虽然也舍不得。。但是。。为了我好,也为你好。。
我求你接受。。
我知道你对我很好。。
但你也知道感情不只是这样。。
你把一切都说得太简单了。。
因为你不是我。
我知道现在你会难过。。
但相信我,过了一段日子,你连小占是谁你都会不记得。。
人就是这样,
我知道你的痛,我经历过。。
但是如果我不做这样的决定,我们会痛多久,我不知道。。
现在的你就像一个刚被割到的伤口。。
过不久,伤口复原了。。就什么都好了。。
你不要跟我说:‘你不是我,你当然那么说’
那我只能说。。我经历过的。。比你还痛。。
现在把你自己的本分做好。。
如果你能接受,我们还能是朋友。
如果不能。。我也没办法。。
加油!
hey all...i wont be blogging for sometime...i dunno how long..
so..bye

4.16.2009

❤aim ❤



yes...after 3 bloody months...i m going to be assignment slave

again...and i m starting to love this..

sch just reopen 2 days...n i aredy hav 3 assignment n

reseach to do...

n...i m happy with it..

in this new sem...i have a subject that

i m really interested ..

package design...

been bz for the pass 2 weeks..

photoshooting job,design...

tired..but enjoyed...

i gotta buck up...i wanna go up to lvl 6,7,8,9,10........

w/out retaking any sub..

wish me luck ya...

and oh ya!!

darling jas bday is coming!!!

4.09.2009

✤为阿桑哀悼✤pray for ah sang✤


应该很多人都听过她的歌吧??
但知道她是谁吗??
她就是疗伤歌手--阿桑。。
对。。就是那位唱‘叶子’的女歌手。。
一位我蛮喜欢的女歌手
喜欢她沧桑的声音。。
喜欢她的音乐。。
但我现在才知道他在前天。。去世了。。。
听到这消息。。心里还蛮吓到。。伤心的。
她死于乳癌。。
以下是关于她的报道。。
阿桑。。。一路好走~!!
阿桑本名黄嬿璘,因歌声沧桑,唱片公司为她取了艺名“阿桑”。她的演艺之路也不平坦,曾在艺术表演队呆过,也曾当过酒吧驻唱歌手,被资深制作人汪一平发掘后发行唱片。在筹备等待发片期间,为维持生活,阿桑曾当过律师事务所的总机、百货公司的播音。阿桑因为演唱电视剧《蔷薇之恋》片尾曲而走红,共发行过两张专辑。去年10月被检查出乳癌末期。  阿桑的个性低调,自己的私事从不愿让人知道,其大陆经纪人金小姐也是在阿桑走后才知道此事。当记者拨通金小姐电话时,她的语调低沉,“我也是今天中午才知道的。”金小姐透露,阿桑一直向大家隐瞒了生病的事,“她之前告诉我们去美国读书,没想到原来是回到台湾治病。阿桑生病直到病逝都不愿身旁的人担心。”
阿桑,因为去年十月罹患乳癌末期,4月6日早上八点半在台湾病逝,年仅34岁。阿桑经纪人汪一平在网上留言,向歌迷证实了阿桑已于4月7日早上在台湾病逝。

4.04.2009

❤should i?❤

should i have my 21th bday party this year?
i dunno..
ya..i know...its juz a normal bday celebration..nothing special..
i love ppl around me celebrating with me...
but the time is just not right for some of my friends..
but i wish to have them with me..
i wish to have my family n friends to celebrat with me..
but..maybe i m not important
so...its nothing
so...maybe i will decide not to have a party??
hmm....i dunno..
lets just see how it goes..
m having a terrible mood today actually...jus when out
for a movie with jas n eric..
nothing special..
might not gonna meet my girls this week..
working on sunday..
so..this is how i spend my boring week..
feeling so down...
dun ask..
i juz need to shut up..
dun wanna talk...

4.02.2009

x its to late x

its to late...
i m so dissapointed..
i dun wish to talk..
i dun wish to see u now..
go ahead..if u like doing it..
i dun hack care anymore..
im saying it for real..
I
DON
HACK
CARE
ANYMORE!

don ask me wat happen...

3.26.2009

❤happy bday to my dear viki mei mei!!❤

yeah..it's your bday~~!!
happy bday to you~~~
happy bday to you~~~
happy bday to mei mei~~~
happy bday to you~~~!
mei arr...older one year again lo..
must be xing fu yo...
wish u n da liang '' long long 99 ''
stay cute always ya~~
always love u~~muaks!!

3.21.2009

❤i'm lovin it❤

yohoo..hey guys...i got my viewty pink..
n...i m ❤-ing it!~~
meet my baobei mei mei this afternoon..

look at her hair...so cute..
she just cut her hair..
long time din see her lorr...
after tat when to dar dar's god sis bday party..
hmm...kinda bored...
its a short post~~bla!!!
ciaoz!

3.19.2009

bueno is going home lorrr

yoohooo...our jasmine little bueno slowly recover liao..
jas say he starting to eat abit n active le...
happy for bueno n jas...
bueno must fast fast recover ya..dun let ur mummy worry..
recover d den i belanja u eat sweet sweet ya...
ang gugu...
kelian de bueno~~~
n...
MY DAR DAR IS BACK!!!

3.15.2009

❤ back again ❤

haiya..i know i havent been blogging for a long time...
as i say..i m a lazy blogger...
okay...been thinking whice phone i should get for myself...
should i get a LG ice cream pink??
but i heard tat the camera function is not really good..
but it really look so cute n sweet..hmmm...
how about LG viewty
i like the design of the phone..
but...
wat colour should i get??
white?

pink?
or black??



aiyoyo....
today juzt be a good girl..stay at home...so bored...
dar is still in perak...
his grandma pass away ..
onli coming back next week...
see...so cham...
and wish little bueno fast fast recover ya..
promise to buy sweet for u..
guai ah boy~~~



1.23.2009

➹yeah...ntg to do➹

THE SELF

[01] Real name:Tan Ee Vonne

[02] Nickname: ET,xiaozhan

[03]Status: not single ≥ω≤

[04] Zodiac Sign:taurus

[05] Gender: girl la..

[06] Age: 21 after bday⊙▂⊙

[07] High School: Convent

[08] College: S.U.S design center └(^o^)┘

[09] Height: 165cm

[10] Weight: erm...no need to tell {{{(>_<}}}

.[11] Do you like yourself: sometimes yes,sometimes no

[12] Piercings: ears, can i hav tongue piercing \\*^o^*//

[13] Right or left: left...i m smart girl~~

[14] Are you a freak: NO!..maybe??

[15] Hair: Short

[16] Skin: face fair hands n leg dark ╯﹏╰

[17] Allergic:seafood!!!

[18] What are you doing now: dunno wat m i doing

[19] What will you be doing 1 hour later: still online gua

[20] What will you be doing 10 years later: doing things i hav to do lorr

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family:mum dad bro

[22] Siblings(included you): 2

[23] Eldest:me

[24] Youngest: kom kam bro

[25] Love/hate your family:❤ⓛⓞⓥⓔ❤..they are always there for me

[26] You found your another half: currently yes

[27] If yes, who is he/she: fatty boon

[28] Who you want him/her to be: my fatty lorr

[29] Time(s) you in relationship:hmmm....

[30] Ever woo boy/girl: No

[31] Anyone woo you before: maybe?

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: i dun think so

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: x__x

[34] Ever argue with your other half: of coz..

[35] You with your other half since: 24-10-1008

[36] Are you straight/lesbo? :can i be both??lols

[37] Reasons you love your other half: coz..i ❤ him..and it does't need a reason

[38] You and your other half in which stage: dun ask~

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: he woooooooo me laaaaaa

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: jasmine kee

[42] Your first enemy: w.c.y

[43] The friends you love the most: jas,sokkim,stef,sera,lc,ah lai meitong,bev,QQ

[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): dun wan hate laaa

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: all of them are leng lui~

[46] Your most handsome boy friend:my dar dar~~

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: fake!!backstab!!

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: ah~~hao lian,booooom,think he is handsome..but..puke..⊙﹏⊙‖∣°

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: nop

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: nop

[51] If your friend backstabbing you: i will be dissapointed (*>.<*)

[52] If your friend betray you:same loor..(*>.<*)

[53] If your friend woo your lover: omg....i dun think they will

[54] If your friends fall in love with you: my friends love me~~..i think (ˇˍˇ)

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: yeas...i love her

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: nah...

[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yeah~~~

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: ah beee~~~my dai lou~

[59] Always late to school/college: sometimes

[60] Your class: nicee

[61] You love your seniors: nah..

[62] Senior who you love the most: tak ada

[63] Your classmates good/bad: some good some bad

[64] Excellent result classmate: dunno who..

[65] Laziest classmate: me!

THE PEOPLE

[66] Smart people: dunno

[67] Stupid people:aiyo..

[68] Good looking people: good loo..can be good looking

[69] Ugly people: kolian~~

[70] Funny people: my lovely gurlss..

[71] Cute people: are cute~~lols

[72] Bad people: curse u!

[73] Honest people:nice

[74] Acting people: go to hell

[75] What kind of person are you: siao ppl

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: lips

[77] Hugs or kisses: both

[78] Shorter or taller: Taller

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: so chim..dunno ler

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms:i wan both!

[81] Listener or talker:both!

[82] Romantic or rich: both??

[83] Good husband/wife or Good Father/mother : can i have all?

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: dun wan married la

[85] Numbers of kid(s): dun wan ...pain lerr

[86] Career: event ,graphic designer,advertisement

87] Salary: the higher the better

[88] Retirement age: 40

[89] Properties value: think 1st

[90] Wishes:wish cannot tell de mah...or else wont come true de wor...

Person to tag:jas,sk,ah lai, elsie,sera

1.22.2009

ㄨfeeling..●﹏●ㄨ

好不容易,伲找到了一份工。。
feel happiee for you..
but..y??y is this happening to you..?
上帝。。你好不公平。。为什么让一个对自己没有信心的人开始有了希望,
又让他失望?
为什么你就不能好好对他??
为什么?
╯﹏╰
好无奈。。
现在又是一个从新开始的时候。。
老天,我求你。。
就对他好一点
就让他好好做工
就让他好好过生活
就让他顺顺利利。。
可以吗。。?
可以吗??
求求你。。
dar..我。。不知道自己应该怎么做了。。
我很心痛。。很想哭。。很无助。。
我不懂要怎么帮你。。
我只能第二次的在你身边支持你。。
或许。。你应该跟你的家人沟通。。
我不知道怎么说。。
刚刚你打来告诉我。。你到家了。。
我说哦。。结果你挂掉了。。
哎。。。dar..加油!!
no mood ...
がんばれ
気持ちの良い差
私のいっしょにいた人と、衰えることを運命付けます

1.18.2009

•● ❤ ●• my weekend •● ❤ ●•

okay....as usual...
meet my gals for dinner after church..
den,of coz after dinner...sure is the time 4 yum cha la...
jas got her valentine's present liao...
so sweet lorr..
but too bad..no pic...
jas,u r sure very happiness ya...happy 4 u..^^
faster get married laa...lols
n den today..onli yumcha session is on...
sokkim come n fetch me,den we went station 1 cafe..
jas,eric,kitaro,meitong n dar dar come n join
chat alot with sok kim today...^^
will be going to sg tmr with sera,lc,n jas..
sok kim will be meeting us after work..
n mayb meitong too~~
k la...till here!!
byeeeieee!!

1.17.2009

♥just a post♥





haha..m back again..


my lappy just came back from the ''doctor''last nite..


was going thru my photo album...i m realise my photo really banyank lorr..


then i found that..from after form 5..my hair stlye change dunno how many type liao..


let's see




the last day of form 5...nerd look lerr

sama la...


long blck hair when i was still a student...



and i lost the pic when i started my after form 5 hair stlye



2006...actually...i cant accept tis one...but..boh bian




ok...after tat funky head...trying to be a lady...but..





haha~v shape head



perm my hair in 2006








fooohyoh~~~short hair...think very long time to cut..
at last i decide to ''gan gan lai''








den??become ah lian head...
becoz of elle.....pink hair...kinda nice???lols




after tat??pink colour fade...den bleach whole head
becoz of e-vouge model show...




after hair show...cant tahan tat yucky hair stlye...
den cut again...super short
(black n grey colour)



now...normal liao~~no ah lian head


hehe...okay i my hair now rosak liao~~kolian!!!
tag:jas,ah lai,sk,sera
post the same topic...(about ur hairstlye)















































1.11.2009

★another saturday☆

yup..wentta church today
after tat,as usual..meet my girls..
meitong n kit came back from sg..
last week tong kena accident...lucky not so serious..
take care yoo~
see...mt's bengkak
kelian~~

dinner at long yuan..after tat meet sokkim in
that's cafee..
see..eric's'' ham zhu shao''
and sok kim in the background:x




....i dunno siapa punya hand...




me...after yumcha...
i got wear baju hoh!!!~~~~~
tomorow is movie day~~




1.08.2009

continue from jasmine's post(my thinking)

hello...juz recived a call from jas ,telling me tat she recived a msg from see yan..
this is wat i feel ..
u say u r dissapointed...
u say we neglet u...
u say we don care bout u..
u say i treat jasmine better...
THINK...
when u wanna go interview in sg...
when someone fang fei ji u..
early in the morning,
i fetch u to sg,w/out knowing sg's road well...
waited 4 u few hours while u have ur interview...
not enuf i done for u as a friend???
no need to say much...
i no need u to thanks me..
but plz think...
did we really not care about u??
honestly..i m very very damn disappointed on u..
until i really dun wish to talk to u...
wat u say in kl about how we treat u...
we talk it out at the 1st day in kl...
ur bf shouted at us..
wat is this???
y don u talk to us??
after dat day...i really dunno how to talk to u...did u realize,
when kl trip 2nd day...i din talk much to u??
becoz i dunno wat to say to u d..
ur bf show face...u n ur bf share car with us...
i tot a trip with friends is suppose to be happy??
i m also not happy to see both of ur black face...but i treat it as ntg..
i dun wan so much troble...
just think urself..
when u have ur bf...did u find us??
NO!
i dunno wat to say to u ...disappointed..
haiz...stack ur pillow high at nite..n think...
oh ya...n now...we neglected u...
wanna let u know....wat is called neglect
tats all
ps.maybe u don hack care about how i think...if u really think like tat...
i also wont hack care..anything bout u ...ANYMORE~~!!!
bye=.=

1.04.2009

kl trip part (2)

food in chi chong gai==

ikan bakar~~~~~yummy but too spicy~

marches ...nice!!!

















yeah!!!!happy melaka trip on the last day~!!

love u galzz!














jas n eric!~~







fohyo~~ice kacang~shoik~









dinner time...

satay celuk~










meitong...u r really hungry ya~












meitong's n kitaro 's finished food












dar n mine...dar eat alot hoh..

eric n jas's






done!!!onli pic!~~yeah!