❤should i?❤

should i have my 21th bday party this year?

i dunno..

ya..i know...its juz a normal bday celebration..nothing special..

i love ppl around me celebrating with me...

but the time is just not right for some of my friends..

but i wish to have them with me..

i wish to have my family n friends to celebrat with me..

but..maybe i m not important

so...its nothing

so...maybe i will decide not to have a party??

hmm....i dunno..

lets just see how it goes..

m having a terrible mood today actually...jus when out

for a movie with jas n eric..

nothing special..

might not gonna meet my girls this week..

working on sunday..

so..this is how i spend my boring week..

feeling so down...

dun ask..

i juz need to shut up..

dun wanna talk...